Damn I've had this DA for a long time....What I would like to know is who still even looks at anything that I post anymore?

I have a ton of watchers but I bet that over half are not even active anymore and the others probably don't even have me selected to watch! Haha, so if you do still glance or peek at this sometimes, it would be great to let me know. So drop a comment on here or something to let me know your still alive, it would be much appreciated.

I can't bring myself to make a new one but I might just have to soon since it started out with more of the drawing side of things and now everything really has changed. I don't draw much anymore really, I play around more with my typical everyday camera or write stories, so we'll see what the future holds in my DA life, shall we?

~Aki

And slowly the days go by, the leaves changing and winter is on its way.

It's going to be the longest hardest winter yet while I sit and wait impatiently for the time to come.

Now just to pass the time the best I can.

<3

I'd really like to draw again. I too need inspiration again like someone I know... I also just need the courage to not care what it turns out like or worry what people think of it. Afterall art should just be for the fun of it no matter how it turns out. I'd love to get back into it =/....

Photography as well....who cares how "fancy" it looks, if you like it then what does it matter. I just like taking pictures of my kitty <3

Writing too....Writing was so fun, its great to create your own worlds and characters. Nothing to be ashamed of there....and I have been keeping a secret identity when it comes to writing. is actually me and I know i lied to some people because I seemed ashamed of it but I dont see why. Everyone has a dark side.

All I need now is just some spare time for each one of these...but why does it seem like I can only choose one?

Nothing new here. Been too busy to be able to practice drawing or doing much of anything lately.

Working full time at a bank 9 hours a day all week.
Playing a bit of WoW with Jay whenever we get the time.

Working on getting Jay here to America and that's really all there is too it, and it fucking sucks ASS.

Life isn't always peachy, but thank God I have some friends nice enough to share their hookah Apollo with me and put on a great relaxing night. xD

Alright guys im leaving for two weeks for my job training for Alpine Bank. I'll be in a town called Glenwood springs, it's about 2 hours from where I am now and i'll be staying in a hotel room all alone. T_T

Anyways...wish me luck, im really nervous. My first business type job and my first time driving two hours on my own AND my first time staying in a hotel for 2 weeks by myself! Waaaah!

I'll still have internet access though hopefully, so i'll be able to get on after my classes at least. (Or maybe i'll just be chillin in the pool or head to the hotsprings....heee...heee....)

Once again please visit my buddies while you can! They got way better stuff then I do <3